Thursday 29 October 2009

My tirade against destiny

Ever felt that everything that you do has a meaning, and a purpose? Ever felt that the destiny has been playing a cunning trick to fool you into doing what you really dont want to do? Ever felt that doesnt matter what you do, it would result in exactly the opposite of what you thought?

Welcome to my world! This has been my feeling since last few months. Not to blame anyone, not even my destiny, I have no reason to complaint about anyone or anything. I have been furious and angry and feeling all sorts of emotions that you can think of. And now that I have had a chance for thinking about myself, and my future, I have figured out what needs to be done.

There are times in your life, when you simply cannot fight your daemons, and I think this is my time. I have never been a person who takes the easiest path and stay away from troubles. But it seems that this is not going to be a standard day. Last few months have taught me some very important lessons in life. If I wish I could write a book about it, and I strongly believe it would be a best seller (I would have to find some good words for my feelings before doing so!), but seriously, I dont plan to do it as of now.

If you want to know more about what's happening, keep coming back to this blog, and you will know exactly about how I am trying to change my destiny.